ten ways to WIN my HEART?

second last day!

1. don't lie
2. give me back massages (seriously, if ya want me - DO IT)
3. call for no reason - just to say hello.
4. don't buy me flowers, they're nice but they die. I'd rather just have clothes or food.
5. don't cheat - why be together if you want someone else.
6. trust me, i'm with you because i want to be - i have guy FRIENDS.
7. take me on dates, be spontaneous - i like just hanging out, but not ALL the time.
8. get along with my family - if they don't like you, it's not going to work out.
9. make me laugh
10. don't be clingy, i like time with my friends & you should hang out with your friends a lot too.

seriously,  i don't think any of those are that difficult?
i'm not looking for a relationship right now though... too busy!
but hey, when you're not lookin', you never know what you may stumble upon ;)

<3

ten of your favourite songs!

i have been looking forward to this post since i noticed it on the first day of the challenge! so here goes, its gonna be difficult for me to pick just ten!! (these are in no order whatsoever!)

1. down - jay sean
2. don't stop believing - journey
3. the salt water room - owl city
4. the listening - lights
5. then - brad paisley
6. i'll be - edwin mccain
7. tappin' out - mario
8. i want it that way - backstreet boys
9. juicy - biggie smalls
10. stereo love - edward maya ft alicia

i definitely recommend all of these songs, if you haven't already heard them!
<3

ten items you CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT/ten IMPORTANT people

sorry for the lack of blogging lately, i worked all weekend and just completely forgot to blog!
so to continue on our "ten" challenge: ten items you can't live without

1. cellphone
2. macbook
3. ipod
4. tv
5. sweatpants
6. sleep (not really an item, but i can't function properly without at least 9hrs/day lol)
7. ketchup chips
8. mashed potatoes
9. chicken fingers (literally, i would die from a lack of protein)
10. my fam & close friends

& since i've been slacking,
we'll do two from the list today..
so now, 10 important people!

1. mom
2. dad
3. amanda, mike & half pint, gracie (they count as one)
4. jen
5. laura
6. brittany
7. morgan
8. angie
9. sabrina
10. gabby

theres are my top tenners! (well technically - top 13) <3
couldn't imagine living without any of these top ten!

on to the weekend..
was a complete fail! friday night, got my costume but didnt hang out with shelby cause she got food poisoning from freakin wendy's! saturday i worked all day (training- worst thing ever), sat night was supposed to chill with a whole bunch of ppl but all ended up busy or bailing, and sunday i worked again and had to stay 2 and a half hours late because two people called in sick.. wasn't pleased but i made an extra 25 bucks.. so i can eat out once this week maybe! lol how pathetic is that! i didnt come back to school until yesterday night because yesterday i voted (for the first time, proud?) and went to visit my grandma with my mom :)
all in all it was a very uneventful weekend, but now that im thinking about it, i didnt really mind - it was nice to just relax after my midterms and hectic few weeks!
<3

tenWISHES?

10 day challenge!

todays assignment: ten wishes..

this sounds a little difficult, here goes..

1. to win enough money so that my whole family is set & i can donate to world causes

2. to fall madly in love, after just having some fun of course - so before i die

3. that i do good in school this year (and the next 3 years obvi)

4. that i get a successful job after graduating

5. that i find a full-time job for the summer!

6. that my dad retires before he turns 90 (hehe)

7. that i can provide for my parents when they cant for themselves anymore

8. to be able to go on vacation whenever i want to

9. to make an impact so that i will be remembered when i die

10. to have a happy life :)

who the fuck am i, miss america? haha

that was a random one..

I wrote my sociology midterm this morning! feeling fairly confident, considering i was up studying until 3am! hopefully i ace it :)

Going home today, when my mom gets off work! hopefully she hurries up, i want some friggin mcdicks!

Going shopping for my halloween costume (finally) tonight, perhaps with bigMAC! should be a goodtime for sure! then chillin with my girl, hopefully that works out! workin at ct all weekend as well, making some mulah - def needed! my bank account is dwindling awayyyyyy, wah! i feel bad for asking my parents for money now.. soo looks like ill be working tons, whenever i can! hello xmas at ct ;)

sat night, chillin with some peeps that i havent in a while, jl! cant wait, its alllways a goodtime! woooo

thats all for nowww

<3

teN ThingS You wanT to Say to ONE perSon.

since i skipped yesterday, i figured that i would blog twice today to make up for it!
sooo0o0o0o0o, ten things you want to say to one person?
how about we do, 10 things you want to say to 2 people.. that would work better. (5 to each)

firstFIVE,
5. i still feel bad
4. you deserve the best
3. i wasn't honest
2. i wish you the best
1. im sorry

SECONDfive
5. you've really fucked with my mind
4. it still hurts
3. i thought i was over you
2. i still get excited talking to you
1. i miss you


reading those over, i sound pretty fucked up? lol
betcha you'll guess who each are on the first try... maybe?


OH & i know some of my soc. stuff! woohoo, i might not fail ;)
AND IN ONE HOUR FORTYFIVE MINUTES TIME
jshore finale, sad to see it go.. wtf am i supposed to watch on thursday nights now? but man am i excited, looks FULL of the dramz!
yeah juicy yeahhhh

<3 ta-ta for now bitches

teN thinGs yoU H8

ten things that i hate ehhhhh
lets go!

1. when people text you, you answer & then they don't text back
2. pathological liars
3. bananas
4. when you have nothing to drink during you're meal
5. being too hot to sleep
6. having cold feet (literally)
7. when they play repeats instead of new episodes of shows i watch RELIGIOUSLY (srsly, fuck off)
8. tim horton's hot chocolate
9. writing essays
10. when my mom buys extra bread and puts it in the freezer (fucking disgusting)

on another note..
soc exam tmo? fuck eh... maybe i'll start studying hahaha my bad.

oh AND
HOW PUMPED AM I FOR HALLOWEEN
you have no idea ;)
i think i've narrowed it down to two costumes, what do ya think ?


a csi agent
http://www.spirithalloween.com/product/dg-csi-celia-fate-medium/

 or

 a mile high flight attendant?
http://www.spirithalloween.com/product/dg-mile-high-medium/

i tried to get the pictures to upload, but it just failed hard

oh AND jersey shore finale tonight?!
aw yeahhhhhhh finale yeah.

that is all, too pumped!

<3

10 Things You Love

Continuation of the 10 Day Challenge

Day 02: 10 Things You Love

1. my family
2. my friends
3. half pint
4. gracie
5. my macbook pro
6. my apartment
7. my school
8. Facebook
9. new music
10. blogging ;)

My day has been boring so far! I was painfully tired this morning and kept nodding off in my Poli. Sci. class. I came home and had an amazing 4 hr nap. It was the best decision of my life. I then went to my US history lecture and it ended half an hour early. Then I got a delicious Harvey's burger for dinner (yea I know, since when do I eat burgers? - Had a random ass craving & lemme tell you, it was mothafuckin tasty!)

I asked my mom today as well if I can drive to Kingston on the Friday on Halloween weekend, & its sounding good so far! Can't wait ;)

that's all for nowwww <3

15 things

I've decided to legit do this 10 day challenge here on my blog,
so here goes:

soo ten things about me? hm..

1. i am currently in university for Political Science.

2. i wish i could change a lot of things in my life right now, but that's just me being selfish

3. i work at canadian tire every other weekend

4. i feel bad that my parents are paying so much money for me to go here

5. i have learned who my true friends are since i've left high school

6. im starting to wish i went to school where at least one of my close friends went

7. i have hardly eaten in 4 days because i sleep all day & then forget to make food

8. i miss basketball & the girls i used to see at least twice a week

9. apparently it's hard for me to talk about myself because i cant think of 10 things

10. i'm fairly new to blogging, started a while ago but have just gotten back into it

there ya go!

that was hardest than i thought it was going to be? haha

i'm really going to try and do one of these every day though :)

on another night,

i met these guys with my friend kim that look like they just walked off the set of jersey shore

legitmately, im not even exaggerating

& they were ballin, one dropped three bills at the bar that night! haha (thanks for the drinks ;) )

but now they're texting me all the time, and wanna chill!

hahahha my bad, guess drunk me is a BIT too friendly!

thats all for now <3

just got back to the loo & read my post from last night
oooh how drunk words are sober thoughts lol my bad!
also realized that neither btils or sloe has blogged, nothing to read :(

anywhooo - how bout some beats? diggin' these!!

put you in a song - keith urban
last friday night - katy perry
peacock - katy perry (so funny)
please don't go - mike posner
better than her - matisse ft akon
can't stop partying - weezer ft lil wayne
dirty talk - wynter gordon (old but still a fave: makes me wanna dance everytime!)


on another note,
thanksgiving dinn tonight, SO TASTY!
loved a little night with the fam,
2 midterms coming up this week though :s ... should be interesting!
hopefully all goes well :)

in a surprisingly good mood? it's lovely.
i could reallly goo for a ginger molasses cookie from starbs right about now! i'll pick 'er up tmo on the way to classs!

that's all for tonight folks <3

change

i feel like a lot has changed in the past week.
i dont know what it is - maybe seeing everyone again at commencement? reality check?
at least i can say, i will most likely never see 3/4 of those people again.
is it sad that i'm okay with that?
i tried to be friends with as many people as i could over my four years of high school,
but its over now. we're all starting our own new journeys, going our separate ways.. and i'm okay with that.
its almost as if i've accepted that high school is just another phase of life that we go through.
& we might make some friends that will last longer than the 4 years itself.. sad thing is, as much as you don't want to admit it, you can probably count the ones you'll talk to on a regular basis from now on, easily on both your hands. at least i know i can.
& i've come to the point now where i'm okay with that.....

this weekend was commencement/thanksgiving.
i dont have my family thanksgiving meal until tomorrow though, looking forward to that!

i have dranken every night since i've been home, too much beer for one weekend. never again.
i worked too, and things couldn't have been more awkward.
its actually true, you don't really know what you have until it's gone. & i 100% got that this weekend, without a doubt in my mind. i can't make sense of how i'm actually feeling about the situation?
i was relieved after it happened, i felt like there were less things that i had to worry about. but now, i kind of feel lonely... i guess i just wish i could have my cake & eat it too? or not have my cake & eat it though, in this case? so much confusion... could be the beer.

on a separate note, i feel like the biggest idiot, so much for regular basis.
i'd say i'm over it, but i try not to lie. soon hopefully? only time will tell i suppose.
i just wish i could have a fresh start with everything, but i got one a month now, & that didn't change anything. i think i'm still caught up in my high school world.. so from now on, it is my goal to move on. to get over everything bad associated with the past four years. let's goooo

i havent stopped typing for the past 2 minutes, non-stop. i just checked the clock. wow, i need to blog more often huh? (oh you fancy, huh?) hehe

to take my mind off things, i decided to copy this from a friend off facebook, thought it could be fun? here goes:

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 04 - A picture of your favourite night
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most crazy things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture and a letter
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss


its supposed to be done over a 30 day periodical, but im going to do it in one post...


so....


(1). 15 facts:
1. i love my family more than anything in the whole entire world.
2. i would rather live with my family than without it at this point in my life.
3. i wish i knew more people at my university.
4. i miss basketball.
5. newly single.
6. probably one of the most indecisive people you will ever meet.
7. i eat like a vegetarian when i'm at school.. i have eaten chicken nuggets three times in the past month, that concludes my meat summary.
8. i am too lazy to walk to buy food, so i make something. it's what i call: my laziness diet
9. i am jealous of all the new friends everyone has seemed to have made at their new schools, i still haven't found that bff...
10. i need to start going to the gym....
11. i think i have a problem, i struggle to make a 10am class. how the hell did i ever make an 8am one? thank god for create your own schedule.
12. i have midterms on tuesday and wednesday and haven't started studying yet.
13. i miss being close to the teachers at md & just having life chats all the time.
14. i was chosen for a 2-grand scholarship on friday night, & i am still in awe.
15. i am considering transferring to london? maybe i should start studying if i want a chance @ western


(2) person i've been closest the longest with: Shelby DeSousa
(3) favourite show: teen mom
(4) favourite night: go-karting with the fam for the bdays last week <3 so fun
(5) favourite memory: pwm days
(6) trade for a day: kim kardashian
(7) most treasured: half pint & gracie
(8) makes me laugh: russell peters
(9) people that have gotten through to me the most: bt
(10) person i do most crazy things with: gs
(11) hate: bananas
(12) love: mashed potatoes
(13) fave artist/band: atm artist: keith urban, band: the fray or the scripts
(14) never imagine life without: family
(15) before i die: fall deeply in true love
(16) inspiration: ian jones
(17) huge impact recently: realizing who actually cares about you.
(18) biggest insecurity: l & n
(19) picture & a letter - dont understand lol 
(20) would love to travel to: dominican, jamaica, bahamas, europe, australia, anywhereee
(21) wish i could forget: bh
(22) wish i was better at: focus & public speaking
(23) fave book: pll series
(24) wish i could change: endings
(25) my day: work/drink beer
(26) means a lot: fam & doggies
(27) whole fam = L<3ve
(28) afraid of: sharks
(29) always make me smile: squids drawings from europe '08
(30) miss: sd, bh, dw, csw, af, cs, sl


there it is!
maybe i'l actually do the pictures part one day..
well see haha


anyways, super long!
(that's what she said ;) ) hefhehehe


feels like i've gotten a lot off my chest.
goin to bed, ... drunk.


i'll update with songs tomorrow <3


PEACE & LOVE BITCHES